Monday, December 25, 2006

I'm loving you.
While mad and confused.
Scared and hoping,that I can break through.
Break through to my life,
so strange as it seems.
Looking around and wanting to scream.
Tears start to fall,as I start to break down.
Thinking of life,and how it let me down.
But then I turn around,and start to run.
Run far away,
down deep in my heart.
I start to ache,
and my throat just won't clear.
I'm in such pain,
but still it's clear.
While looking in your eyes,
I find some hope.
But I always choke.
And fall again.
Will this pain ever end?
I don't know,
but hope to find out.
All I know is my time is running out.

43 comments:

luvwannabefree25 said...

Hey Suga... thanks for stopping by... you are either being creative.. or you are facing some type of relationship crisis... everything okay?



JD ;)

Ashish Gupta said...

coincidently listening to this rite now (while reading the post!) hecne thot of sharing:


There's a song that's inside of my soul
It's the one that I've tried to write
over and over again
I'm awake and in the infinite cold
But You sing to me over and over and
over again

So I lay my head back down
And I lift my hands
And pray to be only Yours
I pray to be only Yours
I know now You're my only hope

Sing to me of the song of the stars
Of Your galaxy dancing and laughing
and laughing again
When it feels like my dreams are so far
Sing to me of the plans that You have
for me over again

I give You my apathy
I'm giving You all of me
I want Your symphony
Singing in all that I am
At the top of my lungs I'm giving it back

Echo said...

I know EXACTLY how you feel.

Vipul said...

wow suga is back in the action hehe gr8 to seeya there chum

Novel Nymph said...

Your poem is luscious. You write like I would write if I had any sense of clarity. The emotion here is so on...

pravin said...

huh? everything alright lass?

SilkySmooth said...

I get great depression from this poem, if im wrong let me know please. The poem is very emotional to me. I dont know you but hope all is well.

luvwannabefree25 said...

I'm back... lookin' for something new... what's goin' on? Are you gearing up to start the New Year anew??? I know I need a fresh start.. love the poem..

hugz

JD ;)

Die Muräne said...

Hi Suga, I like the way you write and bring it to the surface.
No need to run, trust and you'll find the light which catches you softly. Mebbe somewhere you didn't expect.
Happy new year!

Michelle said...

u ok?

luvwannabefree25 said...

Alright Sug.. we're all waiting for a response... thanks for stopping by tonight... what's going on??? Are you okay?

I'm sendin' ya some Super HUGZ!!!


JD ;)

Sugababee said...

Life's a roller coaster with its ups and downs... this was just a "down" moment... and a rare moment of expression as well:)

JD
Thank YOU for coming by.. it's always a pleasure reading your work...
Not a relationship crisis, but just with people around me... like I said though, it's just one of those bumps in the road.
Thank you!
*Super hug!* :)


Ashish
Thank you...


Echo
Right there with ya!


Vipul
Wouldn't say "back in action" lol thanks tho:)


Novel
Thank you so much, I don't write alot, and this is truly a rare thing...you ok btw?


Pravin
Yep, thanks;)


Silky
Thank you so mcuh for your concern, the emotion is true to an extent, but as I mentioned above, just one of things we face right... just a "moment" I guess... we just have to deal with it. Thank you again:)


Die
Thanks!:)
I have my light always with me... just, there seems to be so much darkness at times...
Either way, Happy New Year!!!:)


Mischu
Yeh...

luvwannabefree25 said...

Got the hug.. I knew I felt great today.. thanks! Now you need to rid yourself of the negative evergy... friends.. or whatever it is that's got ya down! I wish I were there.. I'd take you out on the town.. and we'd both forget about everything.. even if it's just for the evening...


JD ;)

luvwannabefree25 said...

Hey.. 9 minutes 'til midnight... time to make all the resolutions that I'm going to break!!!

Happy New Year 2007!

JD ;)

Sanchita R said...

Nice poem K
Awesome ..can feel the pain.
Expresses real well ..

Keshi said...

Lovely lyrics!

Happy New Year Suga!

Keshi.

Łóòň Ġãĺ said...
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Łóòň Ġãĺ said...

Did you write that yourself??? Amazing stuff there!

I hope you're okay though ... Wishing you a very Happy New Year ... May this year bring you lots of happiness, joy, success and love!

Take care babe !

Neers said...

Suga!! Babe... this is wonderful!

Keshi said...

o Suga no updates? :(

Keshi.

Srijith Unni said...

The angst and yearning of love, so beautifully conveyed.. Nice one..!

With Best Regards,
Srijith.

Neers said...

suga!! wheres??

Rohit said...

Im Sorry for everything. All the pain, all the tears. I wish I could do something to take them away.

luvwannabefree25 said...

Sug... only a smile??? what's this? come back and read... and critique...

XOXO

JD ;)

Sugababee said...

Panchy
Glad u felt it:)

Kesh
Thank you:)

Paneer
Im ok... hope you had a great New Year as well:)

Neers
:) THank you

Srijith
awww im glad u liked it

Bubs
YOU are my light and you do the most, you know that.


JD
Im comin' ;)

luvwannabefree25 said...

Sug.. thanks for stopping by.. now please.. Please... PLEASE post something!!!!

XO

JD ;)

Keshi said...

o suga suga hows ya? :)

Keshi.

Ajay said...

time never runs out. its us who quit the race. i hope ur not a quitter. . . go walk a new way ... and reach the skies . . .

White Forest said...

you were in love or soemthing liek that ?

Sugababee said...

JD
Soon..soon;)

Kesh
Im alright:) How you doin'?

Ajay
Words of hope.. thank you!

Whote Forest
This is a relationship of a different kind...

Keshi said...

hey Im good ta Suga! U mite LOVE to read my current post LOL!

Keshi.

Keshi said...

u changed ur template? nice...

Keshi.

Sugababee said...

i din change it... it took my old one away and made me all white:(
i cant get it back...
*sniff sniff*

Nick Zegarac said...

Thanks for stopping by. Don't let the pain get too deep or you won't be able to produce such masterworks as this one.

Keshi said...

awww lol wut did u try to do?

Keshi.

Keshi said...

Happy V-day Suga HUGGGGGGGGGGZ!

hubba hubba sexy gal :)
Keshi.

Keshi said...

Suga u wanna know how my V-day went rite? well check my blog hunny.

And hows ur frozen toosh doin? LOL!

Keshi.

Keshi said...

and I dun have a pic of u :(

u'll know wut I mean if u see my latest post Suga..

Keshi.

Nick Zegarac said...

That's quite an ode to bitter love. It contains some very musical variations. Might genuinely be good when put to notes as a ballad.

luvwannabefree25 said...

Sugar... what happened to you?? Do you have a new site? I miss you so so so so so so much!

JD ;)

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Keshi said...

ty n hugggggggggz Suga!

Keshi.

Łóòň Ġãĺ said...

Really beautiful ... :)

Read it again today and couldn't stop myself from commenting here again.