I'm loving you.
While mad and confused.
Scared and hoping,that I can break through.
Break through to my life,
so strange as it seems.
Looking around and wanting to scream.
Tears start to fall,as I start to break down.
Thinking of life,and how it let me down.
But then I turn around,and start to run.
Run far away,
down deep in my heart.
I start to ache,
and my throat just won't clear.
I'm in such pain,
but still it's clear.
While looking in your eyes,
I find some hope.
But I always choke.
And fall again.
Will this pain ever end?
I don't know,
but hope to find out.
All I know is my time is running out.

An Inconvenient Truth

Global warming is an issue that the entire world will feel the repercussions of if we don’t act now. Our world is soon to be gone and only we can stop it. I got a chance to watch AN INCONVENEIENT TRUTH last night and I think that everyone should definitely take it upon themselves and make themselves as well as the people around them aware of this pivotal issue that we face. In our lifetime, we have the opportunity to save our world and leave behind a place for our children to flourish in or we can go on about our daily lives and think of all this as an inconvenient truth only to drown our Earth.

Pick up the movie An Inconvenient Truth or visit the site http://www.climatecrisis.net . Don’t be ignorant to the one thing that is diminishing our world.

Oh Pinkkyyy!!??

Brrrrraaaazzzill!!!!

Woohoooo Braziilll!!!

(along with the socceroos n Beckham and company :D )

(this pic is for Fobster ;) )

Aaye Haayeeee

Ok.. My lil Mischuuu wrote this for me:)

She got the smile that can win a million hearts
A soul that has left many in awe
Her heart is purer than the purest of gold
Her mind like the calm summer breeze that blows

She loves chicken biryani
Hai woh badi sayani (lol)
Although she shudn hate kd mac n cheese
Telling her she loves kd is such a tease

Her 'hai hai' are so damn funny
Such few days have past but we're still chummy
why she loves 'babu ji' is still a mystery
but all she'll say is 'yuhi' expectin it to b history

now i realise this is soundin pretty lame
the art of poetry im now tryin to maim
im sorry krt ill write u another one
one tht makes more sense cuz this one sounds so dumb

THANK YOU, THANK YOU, THANK YOU!!!!
MUAHHHH!!!!!!!!!!
hehehe

Temme.. temme!

A friend passed this onto me and I thought it would be neat to share it and to also get to know you all a bit better.

Copy and paste the all the answers, then go back and place an X by all the things you've done, or remove the X from the things you've not done. And BE HONEST! (This is for you're entire life.)
I'm including my HONEST answers.
This is just for a bit of fun!

( ) smoked a cigarette
( ) crashed a friend's car
( ) stolen a car
(X) been in love
( ) been dumped
( ) shoplifted
( ) been fired
(X) been in a fist fight
(X) snuck out of your parent's house
(X) had feelings for someone who didn't have them back
(X) gone on a blind date
(X) lied to a friend
(X) skipped school
(X) seen someone die
(X) had a crush on one of your Internet friends
(X) been to Canada
( ) been to Mexico
(X) been on a plane
( ) eaten sushi
(X) been skiing-snow or water
( ) met someone from the Internet
(X) been at a concert
(X) taken painkillers
(X) love someone or miss someone right now
(X) laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by
(X) made a snow angel
(X) had a tea party
(X) flown a kite
(X) built a sand castle
(X) gone puddle jumping
(X) played dress up
(X) jumped into a pile of leaves
(X) gone sledding
(X) cheated while playing a game
(X) been lonely
(X) fallen asleep at work/school
( ) used a fake ID
(X) watched the sun set
(X) felt an earthquake
(X) slept beneath the stars
(X) been tickled
(X) been robbed
(X) been misunderstood
( ) pet a reindeer/goat/kangaroo
(X) won a contest
( ) run a red light/stop sign
( ) been suspended from school
( ) been in a car crash
( ) had braces
( ) felt like an outcast/third person
( ) eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
(X) had déjà vu
( ) danced in the moonlight
(X) liked the way you looked
(X) witnessed a crime
(X) questioned your heart
( ) been obsessed with post-it notes
(X) squished mud through your bare feet
(X) been lost
( ) been on the opposite side of the country
( ) swam in the ocean
( ) felt like dying
(X) cried yourself to sleep
(X) played cops and robbers
(X) recently colored with crayons
(X) sang karaoke
( ) paid for a meal with only coins ...come on...college!
(X) done something you told yourself you wouldn't
( ) made prank phone calls
(X) laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose
(X) caught a snowflake on your tongue
(X) danced in the rain
( ) written a letter to Santa Claus
(X) been kissed under the mistletoe
(X) watched the sun rise with someone you care about
(X) blown bubbles
(X) made a bonfire on the beach
( ) crashed a party
(X) gone roller skating
( ) had a wish come true
( ) jumped off a bridge
( ) ate dog/cat food
( ) told a complete stranger you loved them
( ) kissed a mirror
(X) sang in the shower
(X) had a dream that you married someone
( ) glued your hand to something
( ) kissed a fish
( ) climbed a water tower
(X) screamed at the top of your lungs
( ) done a one-handed cartwheel
(X) talked on the phone for more than 5 hours
(X) stayed up all night
(X) picked and ate an apple right off the tree
(X) climbed a tree
( ) had a tree house
(X) been too scared to watch a scary movie alone
( ) believe in ghosts
( ) have more than 30 pairs of shoes
(X) worn a really ugly outfit to school
( ) gone streaking
( ) gone doorbell ditching
(X) been pushed into a pool/hot tub with all your clothes on
(X) told you're hot by a complete stranger
( ) broken a bone
(X) been easily amused
( ) caught a fish then ate it
(X) caught a butterfly
(X) laughed so hard you cried
(X) cried so hard you laughed
(X) cheated on a test
(X) forgotten someone's name
(X) French braided someone's hair
(X) gone skinny dipping in a pool/hot tub/river
(X) been threatened to be kicked out of your house or been kicked out of your house
(X) loved someone so much you would gladly die for THEM
( ) cheated on someone
( ) talk to yourself when noones around
(X) hate someone you once loved
( ) love someone you once hated

Be Honest!!

Happiee!!!

One... two... three... four!

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Oh my what amazing four! How sweet it is when time is spent as such that it goes by like a breaze of wind without any notice. Couldn't be more happier..
This is for..well we all know who :-)

Quoteroo

The other day my housemate and I were just talking about people and how we react to one another. More about how we, as humans, are to an extent selfish, jealous, unkind etc etc... As we all inhibit these traits be it to an extreme degree or not. Now he was telling me about this quote that he had come across by Mother Teresa and it goes as follows:

"People are unreasonable, illogical, and self-centered. Love them anyway. If you do good, people may accuse you of selfish motives. Do good anyway. If you are successful, you may win false friends and true enemies. Succeed anyway. The good you do today may be forgotten tomorrow. Do good anyway. Honesty and transparency make you vulnerable. Be honest and transparent anyway. What you spend years building may be destroyed overnight. Build anyway. People who really want help may attack you if you help them. Help them anyway. Give the world the best you have and you may get hurt. Give the world your best anyway."

When reading this I thought it was absolutely amazing. Not just due to the nature of this quote but that there in fact is an individual amongst us who lives in such a fashion. I mean it seems almost inhuman, as much as we hate to admit, to lead a life as such...

Anywho., just wanted to share this great quote with you and get your thoughts on it. Is it actually something that is extremely unattainable in life or is it just thought to be so because we have lived under such a standard for such a long time? Is this much purity within an individual, with the exception of Mother Teresa, even attainable?

Tag - o - rama!

Tagged by Michelle

1.Grab the book nearest to you, turn on page 18 and find line 4.
...whether AIDS will explode in Asia as it had particularly in southern Africa, the...
(Comparitive Politics of the Third World - My yummeh poli sci text...ugh)


2.Stretch your left arm out as far as you can.
Ooo man... did i ever need that!


3. What is the last thing you watched on tv?
The Apprentice


4.Without looking, guess what time it is?
6:10 pm


5. Now look at the clock, what is the actual time?
6:32pm ... not bad eh...:D


6. With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?
The boys downstairs yelling like children whilst playing video games.


7. When did you last step outside? What were you doing?
Last night... went to class... it was so damn cold and snowing too!


8. Before you started this survey, what did you look at?
My political science paper outline...


9. What are you wearing?
dark jeans and a black top.


10. Did you dream last night?
Nope... i rarely ever dream :(


11. When did you last laugh?
Umm just the other day at my freinds place... i mean tear jerking laugh... it was good:)


12. What is on the walls of the room you are in?.
I have a bunch of black and white pictures making up an entire wall, whiteout calender, a flag (dont ask)


13. Seen anything weird lately?
Yuppers


14. What do you think of this quiz?
Uhh... havent really taken time out to form an opinion on it as of yet...


15. What is the last film you saw?
Blade II
Against my will... it wasn't as bad as I anticipated.


16. If you became a multimillionaire overnight, what would you buy?
My Audi TT, and a bunch of tickets to around the world.


17. Tell me something about you that I dunno.
Are u serious???


18. If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?
Once again... are u serious


19. Do you like to dance?
Uh huh!


20. George Bush.
Ok i think i got an answer for #14 now...
:p


21. Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?
Sejal :)


22. Imagine yout first child is a boy, what do you call him?
Noah... lol.. nono.. uhh Kalvin


23. Would you ever consider living abroad?
uhh.. absolutely!


24.What do you want GOD to say to you when you reach the pearly gates?
We can start off with an explaination...


25. 4 people who must also do this meme in their journal.
Takers?? Anyone?? GO for it!!!

Jack Johnson

One summer's day jus before winter hit, my housemates and I had a massive party and naturally there after had to have a massive clean-up-day the following day. Cleaning was never this fun. My roommate put in "In Between Dreams" and it was the most relaxing music for a loungey summer’s day. It was reminiscent of Ben Harper and was absolutely wonderful, and I had no clue who it was. Nonetheless; we pumped up the volume, opened all our doors and windows to share what Jack had to offer. His lazy guitar rhythms and creamy vocals set the mood and it was honestly just an all around enjoyable day.

This is how I came upon... the oOo so yummeh Jack Johnson. I fell in love with his music and was hooked. Not to mention, he's also good eye-candy ;). My roommate bought me the CD for Christmas and I've been playing it non-stop and has become the official house cleaning music.

Jack Johnson; a Hawaiian-born singer-songwriter, filmmaker and former pro-surfer, whose music is merely about lazing around and just taking life easy has a laid-back approach which is anything but gripping, but his sound is still very warm and appealing, like a coffeehouse sing-along at a beach campfire.

Not a lot of people have heard about Jack as his music is not necessarily main-stream however; is doing fairly well for what it is. So, I thought I’d just write a little about his music and show off this wonderful artist.

Enjoy!!

Miss You...

For my best-friends mother...
We miss you!

Seems like yesterday we used to rock the show
I laced the track, you locked the flow
So far from hangin' on the block for dough
Notorious, they got to know that
Life ain't always what it seem to be (uh-uh)
Words can't express what you mean to me
Even though you're gone, we still a team
Through your family,
I'll fulfill your dream (that's right)
In the future, can't wait to see
If you open up the gates for me
Reminisce some time,
the night they took my friend (uh-huh)
Try to black it out, but it plays again
When it's real, feelings hard to conceal
Can't imagine all the pain I feel
Give anything to hear half your breath
(Half your breath)
I know you still living your life, after death

Every step I take, every move I make
Every single day, every time I pray
I'll be missing you
Thinkin' of the day, when you went away
What a life to take, what a bond to break
I'll be missing you

I miss you Big
It's kinda hard with you not around (yeah)
Know you in heaven smilin' down (eheh)
Watchin' us while we pray for you
Every day we pray for you
Till the day we meet again
In my heart is where I'll keep you friend
Memories give me the strength I need
(Uh-huh) to proceed
Strength I need to believe
My thoughts Big I just can't define (can't define)
Wish I coul turn back the hands of time
Us in the 6, shop for new clothes and kicks
You and me taking flicks
Makin' hits, stages they receive you on
I still can't believe you're gone
(Can't believe you're gone)
Give anything to hear half your breath
(Half your breath)
I know you still living you're life, after death

Every step I take, every move I make
Every single day, every time I pray
I'll be missing you
Thinkin' of the day, when you went away
What a life to take, what a bond to break
I'll be missing you

Somebody tell me why
On that morning
When this life is over
I knowI'll see your face

Every night I pray, every step I take
Every move I make, every single day
Every night I pray, every step I take
(Every day that passes)
Every move I make, every single day
(Is a day that I get closer)
(To seeing you again)
Every night I pray, every step I take
(We miss you Big... and we won't stop)
Every move I make, every single day
(Cause we can't stop... that's right)
Every night I pray, every step I take
Every move I make, every single day
(We miss you Big)

Just wanna cry...

Lost Hope...

OK. Maybe I'm over reacting here but doesn't it seem like people are in it for themselves and nothing else. I mean, as much as people say oh I'd do anything for you or I'm here for you, naturally it seems as though there is always a personal agenda be it known or not. I was talking to one of my roommates the other day and he said the same thing. That you should look out for yourself and I was like umm that's just hardcore selfish. But funny thing, a series of events occured there after proving just that. People seeing things only from their point of view. Not once did they try to see it from another angel or the other party's point of view. It's a real shame. Even those who are close to you seem to have this going. Until now I always gave people the benefit of the doubt but now I feel as if I've just lost hope in people. And things dont seem to be getting any better.
Is it just me? Am I over reacting? Who knows...

Your name...

Alright, I came upon this site... and thought it was rather intersting as it is probably the only site that harbours anything to do with my name. Nonetheless; it does an analysis of your name... heres mine:

As children these people are happy, energetic, playful and loving. They love to tease and have fun and never take life too seriously, and this character trait carries on throughout their lives. They have the gift of the gab, and at times they can get carried away with it. They are artistic and creative but quite scattered in their efforts, and seldom finish the things they start. They are warm, friendly, and outgoing to everyone, and are strongly drawn to the opposite sex. This is a soft, loving and impressionable quality that requires encouragement, support and a strong helping hand if they are to have any degree of success in their lives. Lacking in self-discipline they must be careful that they are not influenced and drawn into the association of those who would mislead them. When disciplined into such fields as dancing, music or public speaking they can excel. They make fine entertainers. If they find themselves doing mundane or routine types of work, they become restless, unhappy and unreliable workers.

This is a quality that is not suited to heavy physical labour or to anything that requires hard work or a focus on detail. They have a sensitivity to the feelings of others, and work best in association with others, where they can help and interact on a fun and happy level. Being emotional types, they thrive on and are motivated through inspiration but, due to the lack of concentration and staying power, they most often fail to persevere in their endeavour. In their interaction with others, their accommodating natures allow them to flow into conversation with almost anyone. Their speech is so fluid that at times they can hardly stop it. Being social types they must be careful about their conversations regarding other people. This is not a deep or philosophical influence.

Physically, they are susceptible to problems affecting them in the kidneys, liver or bloodstream. They must learn to stay away from too many sweet foods or they can be affected through diabetes and other blood diseases. They are also prone to poor circulation and swollen ankles later on in life. This is an affectionate, intuitive and 'feeling' quality that depends on and works well with others. Lacking independence and individuality, these people need the proper direction and guidance if they are to succeed in life. If they are not disciplined and directed into artistic fields, they can become indulgent in their physical appetites. Their creative potential knows no bounds, but if misdirected they can become lazy and influenced by life in the fast lane.

Hmmm... the majority of it seems to be spot on. However; the kidney issue... ummm rather frieghtening if you ask me... :S

Try it out yourself... and share the results...

http://www.just-think-it.com/sbnname.htm

Dead Blog?

Ok, so it's no secret that this blog has indeed been dead for a long time now. Have been busy with a bunch of things and dealing with people coming in and outa my life. Also, nothing has popped at me enough to write a post on. To tell you the truth...there really is no rationale for it. I guess I'm not a born blogger. But here it is....it will remain lying; for one day, I may have a spurt of inspiration or I may just find my muse and start posting.